I do this work because I am addicted to money and sex and crack. I love guys playing with me. Then I realize how they are treating me. Some guys hurt me. It happens on most of the dates. I try to stay focused on every date. I try to remember where I go with them. That should protect me. My goal is to be filthy rich and to have some fun with these guys. I'm sad always. I look for more dope, more sex. It's never enough for me. I'm scared always about life and about death. Sick men should be gone from my life. Honestly, from being hooker for half my life, there never been one nice man out there. They have always turned on me. Sad but true.